I don’t get them… 

My acting career is officially over! 

Before it even started. 

Hate life… 

Not really. But. 

Seriously, guise, do I have what it takes!? 

I could just make everybody happy. Everything has been so hard these past days. I hate it.

But now I feel completely worthless to you.

If you need me you can wait for me in the empty box of fucks that I can give.

I’ve only made one new friend in the course of my first year of college. She isn’t even a theater major. I’ve become acquainted with a few theater majors, and that is it. I also realize that it is my fault. I first felt like I shouldn’t even go back next year, as there would be no point. Then I realized, I’m going back, and I will be in the in-crowd. I will be friends with people. People will learn to adore me, as I am. 

This rant is stupid. 

Committed to something like I have theater. Theater is my everything and I know I belong on the stage. Nothing can stop me when I’m up there, I’m impenetrable. So don’t even think about it.